// thoughts

Going back to last year (or was it the year before that), I remember when He said how there will be extreme weather changes, it will be hot where it's supposed to be cold, cold where it's supposed to be hot, there will be tornadoes where it's least expected - I can't remember what He said verbatim, but that's what I can recall, so don't quote Him on that.

When He said those words I was scared and I was looking for a heatwave during last years winter, but it didn't happen - so I figure we were in the clear and we were doing "good."

Then winter started this year and everything was normal, it was chilly, and it was cold. Then all of a sudden for two weeks the temperature jumps to 50-60 degrees, at the end of December!? That to me made no sense, and to top things off, the tsunami that happened...

He always warns us about these things that will be happening, He always tells us that we don't have enough time but most of us just forget about it after a month or two, sometimes even shorter. I remember hearing Him beg us to change our lives, He would ask us over and over and over again to change our lives and I'm pretty sure that most of us at the time made Him promises, most of us made vows to Him, but are we still holding true to what we said?

From sharings, the last message I heard was that there is no more time. We can take this anyway we want, be it 1 day, be it 10 years from now that He is talking about, but the "end" is coming near. Not sure how observant you have to be but you can see it if you just open your eyes to the signs of the times.

I was watching this show on the History Channel called The Bible Code. It was talking about how within the Bible is a matrix and in that matrix is a very intricate code. What do I mean by code? Well the way they explained it was that if you started with any letter in the Bible and consistently went to every X number of letters over, that if you found the correct first letter and the right number of letters to move over you could see the code.

Take for example:

I like to eat chicken mcnuggets.

Now if you were to start with the letter I and use ever three letters you'd come up with this:

Ikotiecgt

Of course the letters that I picked out makes no sense but you get the basic premis for the "Bible Code."

Well anyhow, they went through the Bible page by page, with a program to see if they could get some information that was useful. The findings was amazing. Within the "code" were words that identified significant historical events! They had things like "Einstein" and "electricity" - "president" "kennedy" "to be killed" "oswald" - there were a lot of things that they found within it. One of the things that stuck out most to me was when they found a code for the big earthquake that hit LA in the 90's. In that same code there was another year next to it, 2010. In the Bible Code it also said that 2012 will be the end of the world as we know it, that's 7 years from now.

I don't know if you guys believe in that "end of the world" stuff but from what I know there will be a 7 year process in which the "end of the world" will happen due to a comet/meteor hitting the earth.

With His messages and how things seem to have started, I'm talking about the weather changes, the tsunami that He warned us about - 7 years from now is 2012, which is the year that, according to the Bible Code, there will be another great earthquake.

Just some things that I've been thinking about for a while and haven't posted because I just finally got my thoughts together, and as from what you can see they are still a bit scattered

After all the talk about the "end of the world" and everything happening as He said so, I try to live my life in the way He would want me to - what would Jesus do? I try to change my life, I do what I can to make Him happy, I try my hardest to live by His commandments and just let Him be the driver.

With all that "scary" stuff about the end of the world, I also remember Him saying to us that if we have faith, if we trust in Him, that not a single hair on our heads will be harmed. When it all goes down, just stay where we are and pray.

It's not something we should be afraid of, we should strive to achieve that goal of changing our lives, to be one with Him and to be with Him in His kingdom. Try not to focus on anything but Him and you cannot be scared, not even by the end coming.

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I think I'm dying...I've gotten sick twice in the last two weeks. Right now I think I have strepthroat or something but my throat feels like shiz!

Man I shouldn't gave come into work today, I feel like crap and now I'm sleepy because I ate too much when I met Arvin for lunch! Thanks a lot Arbs! Messed up my diet...

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